im really starting to dread the weekends. they aren't enjoyable to me anymore. my so called friends, don't really act like my friends anymore. they don't ask me to hang out on weekends anymore. the people i do ask to hang out, ignore me. and the one single person that actually wants to hang out with me, is someone im not very fond of. so for a whole 3 days i sit and think about life. when i am alone for too long, my thoughts start to take over and they eat at me. and that, is why i hate the weekends. i sit in my own misery that ive created. i think ill watch the office and eat ice cream since there isn't anything better do to. honestly, ive got a feeling that this is going to be another miserable weekend. i really need to find a new group of people to hang out with before i drive myself crazy. you really think id get used to this by now. but every weekend im reminded how much it sucks not to have anyone to hang out with. college can not come fast enough.