i have so many things going on right now and so many thoughts circling around in my head.
i wish i had the time and the right words to write them all down.
but for some reason, i can't find the right words to say and nothing comes out right.
knowing that in just a few short weeks i'll be leaving all of my hick and country friends makes my heart crumble. i have to keep reminding myself that there is no future left for me here.
i don't know how i feel about college anymore, it seems like the closer it gets, the less excited i get. i'm flat out scared now.